The Crazy Life Of ME!

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

Your 80s Heartthrob Is

Kirk Cameron

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone. You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well. Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

lol if that one is true...then why can't I have a normal relationship?

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

Can I just say how INCREDIBLY happy I've been lately :)

Your Summer Anthem is Speed of Sound by Coldplay All that noise, and all that sound, All those places I got found. And birds go flying at the speed of sound, to show you how it all began. You're out of your mind this summer, in a good way.

Your IQ Is 130

Your Logical Intelligence is Exceptional Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Genius

Part Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Part Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

Your Birthdate: September 19

Your birth on the 19th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life path. But at the same time, it poses a number of obstacles to overcome before you are able to be as independent as you would like. The number 1 energy suggests more executive ability and leadership qualities than your path may have indicated. A birthday on the 19th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. However, a somewhat self-centered approach to life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your life. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. You do not tend to follow convention or take advice very well. Consequently, you tend to learn through experience; sometimes hard experiences. The 19/1 is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if you are married. You may take on a tendency to be nervous and angry.

haha....pretty accurate

So I realize that I never update here anymore. It's because I've become a member of the myspace cult. I update pretty regularly there so if you'd like here's the link to my blogs...enjoy :)

http://blog.myspace.com/krazykramit

Reply with your name and I'll tell you something I adore about you.

Afterwards, copy and paste this into your own journal to do the same.

You scored as Paganism. Your beliefs are most closely aligned with those of paganism, Wicca, or a similar earth-based religion. You may also follow a Native American religion. </td> Paganism 79% Buddhism 79% Satanism 63% Hinduism 54% agnosticism 50% Judaism 46% Islam 42% atheism 33% Christianity 25% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com

Very accurate....with the exception of the whole satanism thing.

So, yesterday was a pretty interesting day. Michelle came over after Brit and I were done with rehearsal and of course she's allergic to everything under the sun and she was in Brit's room which is the most cat partical infested room and she starts having a bad asthma attack. So me and Brit take her to the emergency room because she doesn't have any inhaler left and she can barely breath. So we run angie home and then Brit dropped me and Michelle off at the er so she could run krystina home...(btw krystina...you can be as mad as you want at me and Brit but you really are only 13 and I know you hate being told that you're not old enough all the time...but you are going to grow up a hell of a lot faster than you are ready for so enjoy being a kid while it lasts. Because when you get our age...you just want to go back. Get over it!) Anyways, so it was just me and Brit at the emergency room for awhile and then Corey and Heather showed up to keep us company....I love my friends, really I do. So Michelle finally gets done and we decide to go to dennys...because corey wanted a burger. We were there for almost 2 hours and we were leaving and corey can't find his keys...great. He searches all over still can't find them. So he's hoping they are still in his van. We get outside and he opens the door to the van and he's just like....have I been taken over by aliens or something? He somehow just got out of his van and didn't even turn it off. He left it running...for two hours. It was amazing. So Brit decides to drop me off and stay at michelles. Me and Heather and Corey couldn't fall asleep so we decided to play poker online. Phil joined us. We were playing until 6 in the morning. And I was on the phone with Heather almost the whole time, and we were just laughing histarically the whole time. Because phil and corey were black. And phil had a fro. And Heather was a chinese fish. It was too funny. Finally I feel asleep around 630, set my alarm for 940 so i could get to class, and had the phone next to my head too for when brit called. Well my alarm was going off until almost 4 and brit called a billion times...I didn't hear any of it. I crashed hard. I guess thats what happens when you don't really sleep for almost 4 days. Needless to say I didn't make it to class. So thats my update. Later.
~Kramit~

I spent my whole life being told I would never measure up
When in your eyes, thats all that mattered
You ripped my heart out
Tore it into a million pieces
And as if that wasn't enough
You hit me across the face
Just to strengthen the point
Daddy why?
18 years
I took it for 18 years of my life
While the little princesses were spoiled
I was afraid to wake up everyday
Scared of what I would do wrong next
Daddy why?
Then you left
And I was happy
Until you pushed your way back into my heart
Telling me you loved me
And were sorry for it all
And like a fool I trusted you
With my heart again
Daddy why?
But you always have to have one more
At my expense
You're dying
And you don't care
You make jokes about it
And I cry
But you don't care
Want to hit me again?
Want to tell me again how I'm worthless?
Or are you satisfied
Just dying on me
Daddy why?

1. First Name - Liz
2. Last Name - Cseplo
3. Age - 19
4. Date of birth - September 19, 1985
5. Time of day you were born - 1:16 am
6. Height - 5'4"
7. Waist size - too big
8. Shoe size - 8
9. Hair color - naturally dark brown with red, right now black
10. Eye color - they change, sometimes brown, sometimes green
11. Relationship status - single
12. Are you in love - I thought I was but thats kinda messed up right now...I still am I guess but I'm weary of it
13. Current location - binghamton
14. City of Birth - los angelos...don't ask
15. Mother’s name - Kirsten
16. Father’s name - Steve
17. Number of siblings and names - 4 younger, Erin-16, Chelsea-15, Kelly-12, Eamonn-4
18. Kids of your own - none
19. Nieces and Nephews - none
20. Car you drive - none, I've sucessfully managed to total it, and be with two other of my friends when they totaled theirs.
21. Besides yourself who else has driven your car - when I had it, my grandma sometimes
22. People on your Friends list you have met in person - most of them, i think all but two?
23. Ever had sex with someone from your friends list - lol surprisingly no
24. Person on your friends list that has known you the longest - corin
25. Person on your friends list that knows the most about you - ashley, corin
26. Of the people you have not met, who have you talked on the phone with - one
27. Pick three words to describe yourself - crazy, funny, passionate
28. Do you think you are attractive - ehh no
29. Physical feature you most like to change - my weight
30. Your best physical feature - eyes
31. Favorite color - blue
32. Last person on your friends list to call in an emergency - don't really know
33. Number of people you have listed as a friend - umm 10 ish?
34. Number of journal entries you have made - no clue
35. Number of comments left in your journal - no clue
36. Person on your friends list most in need of a spanking - muahahahaha
37. Fears - tractor trailors, and fire
38. Dogs - at my mom's two, tucker and storm
39. Cats - again at my mom's 3, cedric, monty and hazel
40. Other pets - 23 chickens
41. Ever been arrested - no
42. How much RAM do you have on the computer you are using now - bong
43. Favorite beverage - dr. pepper
44. What kind of accent do you have - actually i have a mixed accent, because I've lived all over the country but mostly a mix between ohioan and new yorkian lol
45. Do you speak any languages besides English - french pretty fluently
46. Year you graduated High School - 2003
49. Person on your friends list that lives the closest to you - well obviously brit because i live with her, but after that michelle
50. Your last plane trip where did you go - florida for my senior trip

I'm sorry to anyone who thought I was trying to cause drama and make things unpleasant in the annex at all. What you all need to realize is that what's going on is between me and one other person. It doesn't need to go further than that. If you are going to come into school and make some comment about how you are sick of drama or are pissed off about the whole thing....then that is what starts the drama. That's when other people needlessly get involved. I hope people can learn a lesson from what's been going on because most of you know about it now. Many misconceptions were made about me and the kind of person that I am....because somebody failed to get the whole story before they passed judgement on me. I hope that this teaches people to never to think something about someone until you know for a fact.....because this shit ends up happening and it is not at all pleasant. I truly hope that we can all embrace each other's differences and get over this because I don't want any lost friendships. I don't want things to be tense in the annex between a group of friends. I just want it to be over and I just want certain people to stop thinking things about me that aren't true. Because it hurts when it comes out. If you want to know the whole story, then find out...don't draw your own conclusions. End of story. I hope you all can forgive me for being angry yesterday and for this whole mess.

I was wondering....if you could find it within your godly heart to email me and tell me exactly why it was the smartest thing she ever did to let go of our friendship....because I'm really curious.

lizzer91985@yahoo.com

This entry is to one person in particular and they will know who they are when they read it.
Who do you think you pretending to know me or anything about me. You tell me I'm an angry person and you pity me....like you have the right to pity me. I've always known you've thought you were above me. Tonight I've found out just how much you think of me. You have no idea what I've been through in my life. You who have known nothing but a loving family who would do anything for you and would never think of betraying you. Do you know what its like to wake up everyday afraid of who you'll dissappoint next. Have you ever been told by the people are supposed to love you unconditionally that you are lower than scum and the world would be better off if you had never been born?
Do you honestly think you know me at all? Do you know what kind of a friend I am. Do you know anything about my undying loyalty to my friends? Do you know what I've put up with from certain people who were supposed to be my friends and I've still stood by them regardless? Do you know how many hours I've spent listening to problems and giving advice or letting a friend vent or cry to me? Do you think that because my religious beliefs don't follow your own that I'm this terrible heathen that people shouldn't associate with....because thats the impression I constantly get from you.
And now I find out that you've told my best friend.....who I would do anything for and who I've been stabbed in the back by several times but I've still never waivered in being there for her through all her hard times. And you've told my best friend that letting go of her friendship with me was the smartest thing she's done so far.
HOW FUCKING DARE YOU JUDGE ME! Do you know how many hours I've spent crying since she's started losing touch with me and everything. Because I've done nothing but be the best friend that I know how to be to her and in return all I'm getting is nothing. I can't talk to her anymore. And you have the right to tell her that the smartest thing she's done is letting me go. Do you have any fucking idea how that rips me apart inside?
My family is finally being decent and having a nice dinner out in the dining room right now for me because this is my last night here, and I'm out here because I started crying uncontrollably and I couldn't stand to be seen like that so I can't even enjoy a dinner with my family who I never get to see.
It really baffles me how you can think so little of me to say such a thing. You have no idea what I've been through even in the just the last 6 months of my life. But if you feel you have the right to judge me like you've done...to the extent of telling someone that they are smart for not being my friend....well so be it. I can't change your opinion of me but don't you ever fucking try to talk to me ever again...don't you look me in the eyes, don't you touch me, don't you come near me. Because you are filth to me now.
You told me I don't have the right to call somebody a hypocrite. Well guess what...for someone so strong in their faith and devotion to god you are real fucking good at it. I'm glad he gave you the right to tell people who and who they can't be friends with.
I'm sure jesus would be real proud of you.

RIP Shane~We'll miss you :(
2-21-05
I love you Savory and I'm here for you.


I love how some people think that life is supposed to be handed to them on a silver platter and that they deserve everything.
I suggest that those people wake up and smell the dog shit....life can be over tomorrow. Stop fucking taking everything for granted.

Thats all I have to say.

Ok so heather....when I said I would only want to get into an accident where the car was totaled with you....I didn't mean I wanted it to happen again...less than a month later.
Anyone considering hitting a tractor trailor on the interstate going 65 mph and then sliding underneath the tractor trailor and having the front of your car ripped off by the back wheels....I wouldn't reccomend it...what a fucking weekend.
I'll update with the full story when I'm not in so much pain....but everyone be thankful that me heather and brit are alive right now.